the first of many

i am new to the world of blogging but figure that it will be basically a journal that i let everyone read. i don't know if it is just i am fed up with games or if i just have this desire to clean myself of all the layers. i just need a place that i feel i can be honest. it took me years to get to this point. it is really such a journey finding your true self. once you know that you are on the path towards your purpose it is truly refreshing. please note i do not follow proper technical writing rules. i will write what i feel and i know that i am not always going to have it correct. so here are the few things that i know about myself at this point in my life. i am tough, angry, sad, gentle, caring, giving, and most of all i am hopeful. i still believe in the possibilities of the world. i believe in the possibilities of people. i know that many would call me naive and they probably have. i know that there have been many people who have taken advantage of me. i know that i do not always make the best decisions in my life because i put other before me many times. i also know that i have put me at the forefront when it really mattered. i am excited on the journey that i have recently started with my move to texas i know that there are going to be many exciting opportunities for growth to come and i am excited that i am going to be journaling it along the way. we all know how well i remember stuff. :)