how blessed i am

i have so much to be grateful for in my life. i have an amazing son, a great family, and wonderful friends. the only thing that i am missing is someone special that i can share it all with. i never pictured myself as a person that would want the fairy tale but i guess i never really believed in the fairy tale before. my grandmother told me to write down what i would want in the special someone so here goes. i have to have someone who makes me laugh. there has to be a great chemistry between us. i want someone who is able to be honest with me. i want someone who can know the word that i am trying to say but can't think of it. i want someone who wants a few more kids. i want to find someone who can be excited about my dreams the same as i can be about his. i want someone who is strong but not ashamed to show that he is also weak at times. i want someone who can allow me to carry the load at times without it causing a fight. i want someone who is passionate. i don't want someone who backs down at a challenge. i basically want a partner that will love me for me. they will highlight my bright spots and overlook my faults. i want someone who want to build a life together. most of all i want someone who want to love me as much as i want to love them.